Have you ever had one of those moments when you feel the answers to everything you ever wanted to know were right there inside of you.
All you need to do is retrieve them....but the further you reach the further they retreat until they are teetering on the edge of your mind cliff....
cautiously you creep further but the weight of your essence threatens to dislodge their precarious position sending them into the deep
depths of an unreachable chasm....You could make one heroic dive for them but if you miscalculate the distance you then risk plummeting
into the chasm with them... ..never to be seen again......
So, like a coward .....you turn your back ....too impatient to think it through ...you leave them where they are....let them fall.....let them dissapear
into oblivion......and turning to leave.....you do one last thing......you painstakenly brick up the access point to these answers.....to save yourself
the pain...again.....the realization that.....you have failed before you have begun.